A proper resting place

5 posts · started by Luljeta on 05/30/02 at 23:55:42 · last post 05/31/02 at 19:43:51
Luljeta05/30/02 at 23:55:42#1
Hello everyone,

Today, 5/30/02 was the official end of the World Trade Center clean-up. With an empty stretcher bearing a folded American flag, New York marked the end of the recovery of human remains and ruins of the World Trade Center with a brief but dignified ceremony.  The empty stretcher symbolized those who were killed, but whose remains were never found (about 1,800 victims). May they rest in peace--Amitabha.

Being a New Yorker, it's difficult to remain impartial to it all.  I must admit that I was very emotional today, along with many other people who suffered somehow because of Sept. 11, but never quite got over it.  

Some of you might know my story.  Basically, I was able to avoid being inside a collapsing Tower 1 because for some strange reason, I overslept by 15 minutes that morning.  I felt very lucky and grateful for this, but at the same time I was overwhelmed and devastated--if these words could even come close to how it actually felt.  In my heart, I prayed that I would give my life if someone else's could be spared for it, because I could not bear to see so much suffering.  

The teachings of impermanence show us not to have attachment, but the undeniable heart never forgets.  For some of us, today represents a day where we can begin to let go, and realize that new beginnings can emerge from the depths of sorrow and heartache.  The victims remaining unidentified won't have a proper burial or anything like that, but they will have a proper place to rest inside the hearts of each and every one of us.  

A solemn tribute to all the victims and their families, all the rescue workers, and all of those whose lives were changed by the events of Sept. 11.

If I may, the lyrics to a song which was popularized in New York (maybe elsewhere too) because of this day:


"Hero" by Enrique Iglesias

Would you dance
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run
and never look back?
Would you cry
if you saw me cry?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
for the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear
that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.


Om mani padme hum

Lu
Last edited 05/31/02 at 00:02:32 by Luljeta
Buddhafly05/31/02 at 09:24:30#2Re: A proper resting place
Dearest Lu.

You have a heart of a Bodhisattva!
I am very happy that you are here......


(((((((((Hugs))))))))))))

Bren
Last edited 05/31/02 at 09:25:16 by Buddhafly
mimosa05/31/02 at 10:34:07#3Re: A proper resting place
Luljeta

**HUG***

I am glad that you are with us. Buddas are so kind to all of us. Save your life so we can become your friends..

##Some of you might know my story.  Basically, I was able to ##avoid being inside a collapsing Tower 1 because for some ##trange reason, I overslept by 15 minutes that morning.

Luljeta, do you still keep that story? or please give us a short re-cap?


**HUG** **DONT BE SAD***

smile okay???

Mimosa Gere :-)
Luljeta05/31/02 at 13:24:58#4Re: A proper resting place
Hi Brenda & Mimosa,

Brenda, I am very glad to know all of you! I'm sorry if my posting seemed sad.  I just needed to get it out of my system, and I felt I should say something about it because of the final day.  It symbolizes being able to move on in a way. :)

If anything, I regret that some people still hold on to unimportant things and didn't really learn anything to apply to their lives. Like, to learn to not be so arrogant by bearing hatred towards others, etc.

Mimosa Gere, (lol) I will always remember what happened. I'd be able to write about it again, but this time I can include everything from my observations and perspective.  Everyone's is a little different of course, and some people's experiences were worse...

Om mani padme hum

Lu
jessie05/31/02 at 19:43:51#5Re: A proper resting place
Yeah. Everyone has a sad story, and it is a matter of how bad it is.

I saw a fren recently, and I notice how haggard she has become -- her eyes were dull, and there was a certain sadness etched around the corners of her mouth even when she smiled at me.

Even as you observe the people in the subway, some have very hard faces, as if time has left some bad memories on them.

Others who are adept at hiding their sadness. A former incest victim i know of is now enthusiatically helping out in her church activities. She is cheerful, but it is hard to imagine what had happened to her before.

I wish Sadness would just go away...
Last edited 05/31/02 at 19:57:53 by jessie_seow